Ok, guess I'm back after a long "vacation" from blogging~A little lag I know, but IT'S A BRAND NEW YEAR! WOOHOO!
Things have changed a lot, but I guess I'm still me. Just a little more crazy. And a little more willing to let go.
Sometimes I feel that my life is like coffee. Aromatic and sweet enough to hide the tiniest tint of bitter beneath. This year has been a great start so far, and I really hope it lasts. Starting to feel some sense of belonging somewhere, but sometimes it's just not enough. I'm like a lost puppy, following whoever I think can guide me home, but after a huge roundabout, I'm back at the starting point. It boils down to me I guess, I just don't fit in, or I just don't try hard enough.
It's a joke that organisms that have only lived for a decade or so are feeling helpless with their lives. Why do we think so much into things? We could have been much more easily contented if we could live life as it is and be thankful for what we have. I think the key point is just to be positive. A part of my life used to be all depressed and stuff, and that was the worse thing I could ever have been through. Your head is filled with all the bad stuff that no good stuff can get through. Optimism is really what you need to brighten up your life.
Dwelling on too much unhappy thoughts can become a bad habit that's hard to kick out. It's like when someone cries for the first time and your heart goes out to them. You sympathise them the second time. You comfort them again the third time. But subsequently, the tears become worthless, because you see them all the time.
Gosh, I think I'm really long-winded. Hmm. Shall go listen to all the recent new songs~
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