Minnee ♥

Ok i'm really trying hard not to think about that stupid song, gahh shudn't have edited it the last time cuz it srsly doesn't start playing from the beginning ._. okok shall not think abt it anymore, gonna blog to distract myself yo! xDRight, this post is just sth i wanted get off my chest, cuz this is for someone out thr hu might wanna know how ppl feel. uhm correction, how ppl like me feel, which is I guess not many?
Sometimes, thr are ppl who just dun realise what they can do. These are like latent and hidden deep beneath, or maybe it's just freaking obvious and the person's too _____ to see. So yeah, like everyone has their own abilities and unique character, YOU have it too. So don't brood over it and just get on with life. -smiles-
You don't need to get anything out of being yourself, really. Thr's a saying that goes, you can't please everyone. Thr's no way that someone can have absolutely no enemies, like durh. I bet thr are some anti-me ppl out thr, just that I dun really care.
I know that some ppl are going thru some dark phases in their lives, just wanna say that nobody's perfect, and we shud just be happy being imperfect organisms. (ok like im being so upset over that song in my phone. ha.) I guess imperfection is what makes us perfect. Thr's just got to be some part of us that has a screw loose. Uhh like my brain. Well, sometimes.
And I guess I have to say, being optimistic is like, the best thing that draws ppl to you. Not when you fake it though, but when you are really, really genuine. Being pessimistic is like writing on your forehead in capital letters saying "I AM EMO AND I DUN FEEL LIKE HAVING FUN SO JUST GO AWAY", which naturally acts like a repellant. It's ok to rant and get some advice occasionally, but the thing is, you just have to listen to the advice given and get over it. No point being such a gloomy existence, you'll just infect everyone around you.
And hey, guess what? YOU CAN ACTUALLY FIND TEENY WEENY STUFF TO FLIP UR DROOPING LIPS UPSIDE DOWN! :D like, im serious abt the drooping lips, cuz that's how u look like when u emo for too long and they might become something permanent so yeah be careful yo. Hmm the max period to be emo is probably around a week? like 7 days? cuz after that you'll looking like thr's sth wrong wif your mouth and no amount of plastic surgery can fix that ._.
So, abt teeny weeny stuff you can find? For example, maybe you can take a mirror and laugh at yourself, or laugh at your family staring at you laughing at your mirror reflection, or laugh at that lizard stoning on the wall which most probably got shocked by you. Or you can try to master the art of tripping over a flat surface so that you can self entertain youself when you're bored. Whoopee!

Hmm and i dunno why i'm writing all these, guess I've been thinking a lot these days? Ok not really these just came out all of a sudden cuz Ive been slacking my days away lately hahah. (Refer to the part whr I said my brain has a screw loose) And trust me, I have absolutely positively NO IDEA that I could write this long, it's almost like an essay. Well if you managed to keep reading all the way here, good for you. Or maybe you read the first word and just skipped all the way here. ._. Still, I think i'm pretty naggy today cuz I'm still frustrated over that song in my phone, so whoever called me probably had to endure me blabbing my sad life story of a damned song in my phone over and over again. Uhh sorry? For this super long post,cuz you must be tired from staring at the screen for such a long time ._. oh and pls ignore any spelling or grammar mistakes cuz I totally have no idea what im doing! ><