An open letter to the future Me

Hi there.

For the few of you who frequent this space of mine,

I know I haven't been updating much lately.

To be honest, I don't even know if there are any of you who come and check out my blog frequently.

I don't know if I bore my readers or if I lose readers because of my lack of posts.

 

Maybe some of you feel this way LOL

 

I will be truthful here.

I won't be blogging much this year because it's a critical year for me.

 

At the end of the year, I will be facing this monster called the A LEVELS.
Cringing at just the thought of it yikes.

 

There are so many things that I want to do this year.

Having won the pageant Teenage Mission: Gorgeous You last year (you can read more about it here if you didn't know about it), I'm really excited to venture into the world of modelling.
I also wanna learn how to drive and get my driving licence since I'm 18.
I wanna go overseas for holidays and explore the world.
But I know all these gotta wait.

Talking about Teenage Mission: Gorgeous You, they are running the pageant again this year!
Will pop by during their finals to support haha.

I have to admit I haven't been doing well with my studies since I entered JC.
I know that I have a lot to catch up with and I really need the time to study.
If there's anything I can do extremely well,
it's PROCRASTINATING.



I swear, if there's a subject that teaches the art of procrastination,
I will pass with flying colours.

In fact, I'm procrastinating right now by typing this blog post.

Okok I will finish this off soon and get back to my revision!

The main point of this blog post is that I wanna pen (or type) down my thoughts at this moment so that the future me can read it and reflect on myself 5 months later (after my A levels).
In fact, I actually had this idea to type an open letter to the future me while typing this blog post.

Well, here it goes:

 

Dear future me,

 

I hope that as you are reading this now, you are full of joy and not regret. I hope you have given your best and achieved what you wanted, not any bit less. I hope that on the day you received your results, you cried tears of joy and not tears of misery.

I hope that you have studied hard and not procrastinated like how you used to. All those hours that you could have spent online have been traded for more knowledge and practice. And all your efforts have paid off.

 

I hope that you will always remember those who have supported you throughout this arduous journey. Don't ever forget those who cheered you on when you were feeling dejected and felt like the lousiest person ever because you couldn't get things right. Remember to thank your tutors, for without whom, you would not have attained the knowledge you have today. Be thankful towards your family and friends for their words and even little acts of encouragement as well as tolerance when you were all stressed up. I know how worked up you can get when you're stressed.

 

Now that you have passed the hurdle called A levels, one of the many hurdles you will encounter in life, don't be afraid to chase after your dreams while you are young. Go ahead and experience life to its fullest. Do what you want, but at the same time know your limits and stay true to who you are.

 

I wish you all the best in your next chapter in life!

 

Love,

Yours truly.