Ok i'm really trying hard not to think about that stupid song, gahh shudn't have edited it the last time cuz it srsly doesn't start playing from the beginning ._. okok shall not think abt it anymore, gonna blog to distract myself yo! xDRight, this post is just sth i wanted get off my chest, cuz this is for someone out thr hu might wanna know how ppl feel. uhm correction, how ppl like me feel, which is I guess not many?
Sometimes, thr are ppl who just dun realise what they can do. These are like latent and hidden deep beneath, or maybe it's just freaking obvious and the person's too _____ to see. So yeah, like everyone has their own abilities and unique character, YOU have it too. So don't brood over it and just get on with life. -smiles-
You don't need to get anything out of being yourself, really. Thr's a saying that goes, you can't please everyone. Thr's no way that someone can have absolutely no enemies, like durh. I bet thr are some anti-me ppl out thr, just that I dun really care.
I know that some ppl are going thru some dark phases in their lives, just wanna say that nobody's perfect, and we shud just be happy being imperfect organisms. (ok like im being so upset over that song in my phone. ha.) I guess imperfection is what makes us perfect. Thr's just got to be some part of us that has a screw loose. Uhh like my brain. Well, sometimes.
And I guess I have to say, being optimistic is like, the best thing that draws ppl to you. Not when you fake it though, but when you are really, really genuine. Being pessimistic is like writing on your forehead in capital letters saying "I AM EMO AND I DUN FEEL LIKE HAVING FUN SO JUST GO AWAY", which naturally acts like a repellant. It's ok to rant and get some advice occasionally, but the thing is, you just have to listen to the advice given and get over it. No point being such a gloomy existence, you'll just infect everyone around you.
And hey, guess what? YOU CAN ACTUALLY FIND TEENY WEENY STUFF TO FLIP UR DROOPING LIPS UPSIDE DOWN! :D like, im serious abt the drooping lips, cuz that's how u look like when u emo for too long and they might become something permanent so yeah be careful yo. Hmm the max period to be emo is probably around a week? like 7 days? cuz after that you'll looking like thr's sth wrong wif your mouth and no amount of plastic surgery can fix that ._.
So, abt teeny weeny stuff you can find? For example, maybe you can take a mirror and laugh at yourself, or laugh at your family staring at you laughing at your mirror reflection, or laugh at that lizard stoning on the wall which most probably got shocked by you. Or you can try to master the art of tripping over a flat surface so that you can self entertain youself when you're bored. Whoopee!

Hmm and i dunno why i'm writing all these, guess I've been thinking a lot these days? Ok not really these just came out all of a sudden cuz Ive been slacking my days away lately hahah. (Refer to the part whr I said my brain has a screw loose) And trust me, I have absolutely positively NO IDEA that I could write this long, it's almost like an essay. Well if you managed to keep reading all the way here, good for you. Or maybe you read the first word and just skipped all the way here. ._. Still, I think i'm pretty naggy today cuz I'm still frustrated over that song in my phone, so whoever called me probably had to endure me blabbing my sad life story of a damned song in my phone over and over again. Uhh sorry? For this super long post,cuz you must be tired from staring at the screen for such a long time ._. oh and pls ignore any spelling or grammar mistakes cuz I totally have no idea what im doing! ><

Ok, you can do this. Keep calm, don't lose your cool. Take deep breathes, inhale, exhale. Ok great. NO WAIT IM NOT GREAT IM GOING CRAZY HERE WHY CANT AN IPHONE OPERATE LIKE A NORMAL PHONE WHY WHY WHY. Right. Keep your cool.Urgh never knew I've been such a "perfectionist" that I'm actually going insane because of 1 song with a prob. And I can't locate the damned file in iTunes. This seriously sucks. And I dun dare to backup my phone now cuz I dun wanna have that damned file forever in my phone omg this is killing me can i just smash my phone into pieces ohgawsh. WHY ISSIT EVEN STUCK IN MY PHONE GAHHHHHH KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEE.

What if we could see how much time we still have to be alive?
I would cherish every second I have.

Hey guess what? The world din end ytd! And we had an awesome time at Orchard heheh~ minus all the walking ofc haha, I cant even walk properly when I just woke up today xD MsTay/MrsOh was so pretty, aaahhh hope she'll be happy forever and bai tou xie lao with her half apple :D omg last week of sch le, jiayouuuuuuu ppl!! :D holidayholidayholiday ishh cominggggg~

Everything feels a little strange,
The sunrise doesn't look the same,
Watching my perfect world start caving in..
So tell me how is this supposed to end.. -One heart missing, Nikki Flores

Ok, so the world is supposedly gonna end tmr. Poor me ishh too young to die ley, I still have so many things I wanna do but haven do yet! like learning how to fly and become invisible! PLS DUN LET THE WORLD END TMRRRRRRR.. today was kinda tiring, guess i dun rly care much abt the end of world for now.. Me just wan my sleep~

-COUGH COUGH SPLATTER- ok awesome your com screen is now infested with bacteria cuz I just coughed badly at it. whr got? ofc cant see luh, u think ur eyes are microscopes meh? -COUGH COUGH- hope you dun mind, or you can just -COUGH- stay away from my blog till im be-COUGH-tter.. srsly im dying here.. argh i hate coughing.

omg my mum just asked how come 11.30 liao i still haven reach home when i've been in my room since like an hour ago.. Fail hahaha, i even said hi when i got home, and i went to the living room for so many times still nvr see me. omg i think i have a special power! i-can-walk-around-unnoticed a.k.a invisibility. Nah actl im sad. whyy nvr see meee :(

still coughing, i think i shud go sleep sia, spare me the torture plssss.. everytime i cough i look like somebody's beating me up badly. and my throat hurts cannn. whee more movies tmr! shall go shui le, wo shi good girl hahaha~ nights world! nights com! nights handphone! nights pillow! nights me!

Wah i give up doing bio assignment, so tired i kept falling asleep.  But after reading the notes agn, i think tonight i will dream of how urine is formed.. hmm wait or maybe i'll dream of hip hop hahaha xD gosh i feel like i'll get split personality soon haha, enthu and high when im dancing hip hop, calm and shunv (?) when im doing ballet lol. Omg hiphop totally dominated my brain le, cant stop thinking abt it xD Aahhhh MINNEE GO SLEEP. DREAM OF THE AWESOME PROCESS OF HOW URINE IS FORMED. GOOOO.
OKOK I'M GOING LEMME JUST DOWNLOAD A FEW MORE SONGS SO I CAN SING WHEN I BATHE! kidding. durh. nah. only kids kid. cheh.

Today was a really relaxed day. Ran 4 rounds during pe, and I miraculously survived without being too tired :D happy die haha~ Langarts was a free period cuz cher nvr come sch, den we played movies and did our own stuff~ champs more shiok, it was like a 2 hour lunch break sia hahaha.. Den after that chem, and we went for hiphop! :DI think I shud really train my stamina sia, hip hop is quite hiong~ But nonetheless, it was awesome! -prays hard i can continue nxt yr-
OH OH OH AND I GOT INTO FACIL!! AAHHHHH OMG OMG OMG!!! YAY AWESOME WOOHOOOO~ Nxt yr is so gonna be awesome wheeee~

I am soooooooo excited abt tmr's hip hop class! Gahh still dunno what to wear :/ Anw I think my results aren't as bad as I thought it would be, but I guess it'll be hard to get 3.8 sia.. -stares at my wishlist and sighs- Not feeling well lately, flu, cough and sore throat --- I got them all. 3-in-1 hahaha xD And my eyes are dying from contacts, whyyyy D: shall change a new pair tmr~ okok I'll be guai and go sleep le, kinda tired after renovating my blog hehehs, fell asleep halfway LOL. kk byeeeee~

Yay so proud of my meigui group! Luv yall, mei mei mei mei!! :D I guess our hard work paid off, thanks guys (and girls) we freaking did it! :D

Omg had my first hip hop idp class today, i din even noe it till after sch LOL. And i had to borrow pe shirt, somemore dance in fbt, glam huh .__. But it's so fun, im so nt shunv when i do hip hop haha~ Hope they'll come up wif a cool name for our crew soon, Hip Hop IDP Year 3 is so not awesome. Must be more boomz mah. Hmm 2 hours kinda passed by quickly, but warm up was kinda torturing haha xD must train up liao worh~

Haven been blogging lately, so I guess I'll have a quick post before hitting the boks again. I guess this whole exam period was relatively dull, nothing much really happened I guess. And today I'm here to report bloodshed at home. Ok it's not really that serious, I just happened to cut 2 of my index fingers with glass, that's all. And the result? My right finger feels like I've got a papercut while the left one feels like I've been sliced like a salmon. Of course there it was a bloody mess, all over my hand, the floor and the basin. For 5 minutes all I saw was red.. And it just wouldn't stop flowing...

Gahh. Don't mind my casual tone. Was it casual? Ps if it's not lol, cuz I'm really cool over it. Must be due to the reason that I'm into mystery novels now, with all the murders and stuff. Guess I should interrogate the glass for it's motive of cutting and slicing my finger up eh?

I think my mum's really angry at me, cuz i'm skipping art class again with the excuse that there's exam tmr. Just couldn't study in the living room cuz she was blabbing away in her room.. Wonder how she knew I was listening, dunno if she's still going on and on cuz i've crept quietly back into my room for some peace and quiet. Sigh what to do? I feel bad too. But I just don't feel like going out to art, plus i'm totally not prepared for cid tmr.

I think I bore ppl with the details. Heheh oh well. My fingers are still throbbing now, hopefully they can heal fast enough so that I dun nid to go on stage with a plastered finger on Wednesday.. And the very thought of having to perform strikes me like a nightmare. Please please please let it quickly end ><

Think it's quite long for a post that's supposed to be "a quick post".. Okay I shall stop rattling on and quickly get back to reading the reports and stuff. I dun wanna die for cid TT^TT And hopefully I can finish the novel I'm reading now. It's "Crooked House" by Agatha Christie, btw. Sorry that's still me talking crap haha.. kk byee~

Yay I feel like a mugger these few days haha, but I realised I'm only studying for chem and phy when they're only tested next wed and thurs LOL. Doing Lang Art notes now, whoosh so hiong haha~

Omg thr's this cockroach in the living room LOL, and all of a sudden everyone dispersed, leaving my bro thr wif his broom and dust pan... His heroic act shall forever be remembered...

Sometimes I wonder why some people think so hard over something. Kills the brain cells aaaaaaaaaand you don't really gain much from it. Me myself and I do such a thing at times too, it's too tiring le. Should just focus on EOYs yea, sometimes it's better to let go.

Kayy shall quickly finish up this last bit and go to sleep! A sleepy person = A person who will sleep a lot = A person who is energized = A happy person, therefore a sleepy person = a happy person WHOO!

넘어진 날 일으켜 줄 용기가 필요하죠
먼지를 털고 다시 일어나
또 한 번 뛰어갈 용기가

다시 한 번 나를 믿고
나의 운명을 믿고 모든 걸 걸고
내 키보다 높은 벽을 뛰어 넘을거에요
-Dream High(Taecyon, Suzy, Wooyoung, SooHyun, IU, JOO)

Haha a short bit from Dream High's OST 'dream high' to give a biggggg JIAYOU to all mugging for EOYs!

It's been a while since I last blogged haha, quite busy lately. Not rly mugging though. Wah I quite slack compared to others sia! D: chiong-ed finish Dream High few days ago, haha happy worh ~ Haish guess I shud buck up sooooooon.

Quite happy lately, I think I'm having more fun wif my class (: Like eat-with-class for CHAMPS today :D Cereals haha omnomnom ~ hmm maybe cuz I kept to myself last time lol. And my phone fixed itself like a pro! :D but i'm still not used to the vibration, will shock dao everytime i get a msg LOL.

And and and today thr was this caterpillar-like thing near the stairs at our block! Omggg it looked damn cute, quite fat and big, got 2 eyes somemore, like some pokemon. Then I think somebody go touch the leaf covering half it's body and the thing moved like a ninja sia~ like rly rly fast LOL. Then we all jumped and screamed, like rly, SCREAM. Srsly, damn scary la whr got caterpillar move so fast de.. I think it's some mutant caterpillar from outerspace! Hmmm not that i'm scared ok. Rly. Lol.

Okay I shud go chiong CID le, jiayouuuuuuuuuuuuu...... to me LOL xD

Woah today was awesome. haha finally gt to put my polaroid camera into good use xD oops just that the photos were not for sale >< ps uhh van haha. I think we've all done our best for TDD, and I'm really glad to say I don't have any regrets after the performance and even after rewatching the video over and over again. haha omg i sound like a zi bi now LOL. I'm nt sure if we are super duper bonded after this whole experience, but there was definitely more interaction, which is good(: I'll really cherish all the moments we spent tgt throughout the whole process, whether gd or bad. Dun think we'll get another chance to do this again as a whole batch, so yea... haha on the verge of emo-ing b4 the performance actl, thinking we have really come thus far and it's finally our moment to show the school what we've gt...
So in the end, I guess the chapter ended happily ever after cuz we fulfilled our dream.. of coming tgt to put up a great performance for the teachers, for those who supported us, and most imptly, for ourselves.

We all have our own lives to pursue, our kind of dreams to be weaving, and we all have some power to make wishes come true, as ong as we keep believing.
When we are dreaming alone, it is only a dream. When we are dreaming with others, it is the beginning of reality.
The best way to make your dreams come true, is to wake up.

The 6 minutes on stage felt so short, like the whole thing was on fast forward mode. Wish we could do it again~ Thank you year 3 dancers, for this awesome memory yall have given me. Hope we managed to leave a legacy for the juniors(:

And yes, now I noe that the idea was useful and nice... Glad I din give up on it(:

Today was a fairy tale you've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right, today was a fairy tale
Time slows down, whenever you're around -Today was a fairy tale by Taylor Swift

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN!!! Hope you'll stay cute forever, may you grow taller and be less zi-lian too!! Haha jkjk luhh xD It's awesome to have known you, omgg it must be fate that brought us tgt haha this is damn cheesy i wanna puke le ~ Anw, you've finally joined us, the OLDDDDDDDD ppl (Noila, 15 nia~), so welcome to the ahma(s) clan LOLOL. ok i just totally made that up lmao. haha hope you enjoyed today as much as I did, esp IceBar lolol joke vid we took hahahaha~

Ok excited and anxious abt tmr le.. Srsly i was kinda nervous at backstage during first run today >< hope tmr everything will go well~ and yay, going back to sqps!! :D haha and gonna go out wif sixdollars LOLOL, sad i missed the last outing. this time i'll definitely fill in the gap in that pic yall took kkays(:

Shall sleep early today, so im still contemplating whether or not to do SCS hhaha~ typical MN style shud be wont do de, but i did halfway le so.... aiya see first la, shuang den do bleah.

stupid scammer, totally ruined my life. it's all cuz of ppl like u that ppl like me become emo. can't stop thinking of the hoodies and our money whenever i feel cold TT^TT. ass.

anw that aside, i think i'm starting to have the confidence that TDD can be a success(: even though we're still perfecting our moves at this stage when we shud be focusing on our emotions and stage presence, I think it is possible for us to perform well. Somehow, the feeling I have when dancing TDD is that we are all striving towards a common goal, to make TDD a success. That could be the dream that we're trying so hard to achieve.
I noe that it's hard for us, cuz the meaning behind TDD might be different to us compared to earlier batches. It used to be dedicated to teachers, but perhaps after such a long time, each year's yr3 batch see it more as something they have to do for the sake of doing and not necessarily to convey their thanks to the teachers.
I really hope we can all put in our best efforts for this dance as it isn't everyday or even every year that we get to choreograph a dance from scratch and show it to the school as a batch. This is the time, maybe the only opportunity, that we get to show the rest of the school that we do have what it takes to be part of RVDS. Through this dance, I think we do grow together as a batch as we gain valuable experience.
Looking forward to tmr's prac. yay(:

Whether or not we fulfilled our dream in the end, we can only know until the music finally stops.

freakkkk u, scammer. i really wanted to believe you, but i've told myself that for too many times alr. all my fault lor, so dumb to have believed u in the first place. this is so stupid, things have to turn out this way cuz of some hoodies. r u retarded or retarded? sick of all ur lies. somemore dun dare to turn on ur phone, like a hum only. we just freaking wan our hoodie la, took our money still dowan give us. shudn't u be ashamed that a 15-year-old had to remind u to be responsible? just close down ur freaking shop la, do u even noe how to run a business? breach agreement for 4 times, u think we'll just let it pass uhh. shall see what excuse u'll give on monday. cant blame reservice or courier service or factory le, good luck to u dude.

Haish, feel so blur, overslept on the mrt lol! thought i could have reached home earlier, ended up reaching home later haha >< gosh, kinda tired today, got back physics and i failed TT^TT dun dare to tell my mum sia =X ok i shall mug for phy quiz! pressure pressure pressure omggggggggg.

After the disappointment time and again, I dunno what to expect for tmr.. Hopefully, the hoodies will arrive and prove that it was right of me to trust the guy. Otherwise...idk what to do oso. Hope he won't scam us luhh.

And yea, shall brace myself for the double K.O. tmr, one for tdd and the other for toushi. srsly ggwp gosh. haish. life is tough.

still cant find it sia, im a goner on monday... hopefully the performance can be a success, hmm..
collecting hoodies tmr, YAY FINALLY WOOHOO :D hopefully the guy understood what i told him and din use the wrong design -.-
haish, think i cant watch Mariinsky Ballet le TT^TT they din help me buy the tickets, and if i'm still going im gonna have to watch alone. like an emo.
sian, feel so screwed, so many things to do urgh.

ok this is bad, real bad. I'm really freaking out now omygosh. CANT FIND IT OMG OMG OMG. now i'm asking myself if i really did bring it home, cuz apparently nobody at home saw it, and i feel like i din see it at all too, and we just freaking turned the whole house upside down to look for it. totally dead for monday, gonna be hong-ed at and it's gg.com for me... how how how it's really not at home! feel kinda bad, everyone helped me to look for it.. and in the end i'll die a tragic death on monday TT^TT searched the studio storeroom oso dun have, really "the end" for me le... this is damn frustrating, why can't i rmb whr i placed it!!! urgh!

I'm officially a goner for tmr... CID totally screwed, haven fully revise for physics yet.. omgosh, die le die le! went lib today, wasn't that productive, but.. we had fun (: CIP was fun too, did saikang for kitchen lab ~ heheh lucky din stay for full day, or I could just die haha xD
shoutout: Thx dude for being a gentleman(boy) LOL. (wait for bus)
kkay, shall go mug for 5 more min and sleep, cuz tmr im gonna be screwed thrice: CID, phy n bio. yay!

it's weird that everything seemed normal after a good night's sleep. must say sorry to my diary for vandalising it ytd :/
went to see tie da agn, the person did acupuncture for my heel b4 I could say anything! super tensed the whole time the needle was sticking out of my heel. not really sticking out la, cuz i think it was taped down or sth? dunno, din dare to turn and look. the acupuncture part lasted for like half an hour, tried to study bio but nth went in cuz i was freaking tensed all the time ><
omg, fairy tail was really touching, loving Gray more and more~

finally placed order for the hoodies(: as usual, thr'll be some probs here and thr, but we'll solve it soon enuf! :D had fun wif Jenny today haha, looking forward to collecting the hoodies wif her nxt sun! :D

Went for tie da cuz of my knee today, I'm just so glad I actually survived.. The person said that it would be faster wif acupuncture, but I realised I could have fainted at the sight of those needles sticking out of my knee, so yeah... still, it was freaking pain, but it was better after I stepped out of the place..
mental note to self: pls be more careful so u won't have to go through all the pain agn TT^TT
but then agn, i'm accident-prone, even sitting down can land me in all these "hardship" and "torture", so... bless my soul ><

Really tired, can finally have a good night's rest today(: Sian, I think I pulled something at my knee while I tried to sit down, damn pain whenever i bend my knees now :( alrights, nights world~

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 4

说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
如果这是一场马拉松
那我们一起加油~
-加油 by JJ Lin

GAHHH. Im going crazy luhh, studied for chem and now they say it's postponed!! Think it was some parent go complain tsk. Sian now must chiong lang arts and scs, srsly gonna die.. Ponning tuition today to mug (SSSHHHH) so yea, JIAYOU EVERYONE(:

Still doing CID, gosh pls kill me ahhhhh. Tired ttm and I just spent 20min trying to figure out how to create a simple pie chart ._. sian haven mug for lang arts!! www.GG.com/fail-lang-arts liao! TT^TT

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 3

Mugged chem (again) in library wif peiying today while waiting for 5pm~ lucky scs allows cheat sheet or I'll really die =x lang arts can be quite a prob, nid to memorise stats and stuff, plus I haven started revising yet.. Hmm thinking of ponning tuition tmr ><

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes
and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you
and shoot it through your veins -Rainbow Veins by Owl City

Believe me, I really tried to change. I'm sorry I've let u down again, but ppl do make mistakes. So sorry, I won't do it again.

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 2

I give up mugging today. sleep.

Reached home at like 9pm today, so tired omgoshh. ate dinner wif van and den went bossini to buy my bro some clothes. wah find his size until my hands and legs damn suan, plus it was super crowded loe. Thx Van soooooo much for pei-ing me, helping me queue and everything(: Love ya loads! haha i bet the little girl's sis thought u were gonna abduct her lil sis or sth LOL. Veh long nvr h2h wif u le, so yeahhh, today was kinda awesome~

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 1

Gahh. "mugged" chem during tuition today only, GG liao.. can't seem to get into the mugging mode siol.

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Okie shall go try and do maths ass le TEEHEE(:

Inner peace.

OOHHMMMM.... Phew I shud really meditate and find my inner peace.. Really looked forward to TDsquare prac today and things had to turn out this way, sigh. This was meant for us to bond and show our appreciation to teachers.. Have yall forgotten abt that?

I guess if everyone cooperated, we could have finished it by today~ not trying to blame either side, but haish. We shud resolve this quickly, rather than let it affect us in the future yo. If we have conflicts cuz of TTD, I think we gotta reflect and think of the initial intention behind this dance. So pls, let's make this a success kay? (:

Shoutout to barkbark: Find ur inner peace, and stay chill yo. Really, dun lose ur cool, u still have a long way to go(:

Phew just reached home~ Went shopping wif mum after class, my legs suan ttm now~ Sian, din mug for tests at all, friday gg how =X
Hmm and today marks the start of the hungry ghost month, guess I shud be careful on my way home at night uhh.. Surprisingly, I'm not really afraid now, maybe cuz I grew out of it? Used to hear scary stories about what not to do when I was small and those tales used to freak me out. a lot. As I got older, I guess I told myself to be brave, but yea, even if I may not seem scared I'm actl hyperventilating inside.
Haiz geog grouping, i'm in a dilemma howw. promised her i'll grp wif her but now another grp wants me to join.. and apparently nobody in the class wants her.. i'll feel damn bad if i just leave her alone><

shoutout to barkbark: good job dude, thx for deleting^^

The Awesome 1996 Batch of RV Dancers

Just read Zan's blog post abt our batch dancers and I feel like pouring out what I feel too. I'm really really glad that we are getting more bonded as a level, even though there may have been past conflicts.
Zan mentioned that our guys can be nice sometimes, so just to illustrate that point, imma give some examples(:
I was really surprised that even the guys turned up for my birthday celebration this year and it was just that meaningful for me, the first time celebrating with RV friends. It felt like a little family gathering, and I was just totally touched that they made the effort to be there and wish me happy birthday, even though I think it was kinda fail(?)
Yepp and that day when I was trying to do a handstand (kinda fail too), Zaw and Rizal and HLmilk offered their help and once again, I was touched. Ttm.
Didn't really know Tianhao well before too, but he still smiles (with his cute paedo smile) when he sees me along the corridor. After chatting with him for a while, I realise that he can be a nice friend to talk to, even though he can take ages to reply an sms(:
And Darren is awesome too, we can see that he does put in effort for his role in our family. The epic moments during tuition (e.g. bullying van, getting lost) will certainly go a long way in our friendship, and thanks for accompanying me (and van) to the bus stop after tuition(:
As for the girls, I think we really bonded a lot cuz of Ataraxia~ Hopefully TDsquare can make us even more bonded, and really, we must set good examples (me me me ><) for juniors since seniors have left. We can do it derhh, cuz we have Zaw as our dad/daddy/nanny/baomu LOL~

year3 dancers and wanglao(:

Year 3 dancers are awesome cuz even though it may not show all the time, we do care for one another (i think). And when they do show, it's what makes us feel like a family(: I'm so glad to have known yall for the past 2+ years, although it's kinda only this year that I stepped out of my own world and really got to know yall. Even if we change classes, we'll still meet each other in the studio at least twice a week, rain or shine(: Let the unpleasant things of the past be history, and may our bond continue to strengthen. Love yall! =D

Gosh double pirouettes are hard.. And I totally can't believe MissXia did so many pirouettes when she's pregnant omgosh... Feel damn scared whenever she danced... and yesh, taking a nap is always great after dance kekeke xD hmm shud start mugging uhhh ><

Memories.

Tried to visit those blog links I had last time and I realised they either don't exist anymore or they're just dead with the last entry dated like 1 year ago. Is it cuz ppl don't bother to blog anymore like they used to? I even visited blogs I created in pri, omg childish like i dunno what haha. Miss those times when things were so "pure" and "innocent".. Kkay gotta go for class le~

It's the end of another week again... I barely realised how I got past all those days. Today was kinda tiring and my contacts were really dry TT^TT Damn uncomfortable yo.

I think Atarxia's progress is quite awesome, really happy yay(: I can really see everyone put in their effort to try and make it a success, which is good. Yepp we should have more confidence and believe in ourselves that we can do it(:

And yes, I'm a retard who missed 2 buses in a row cuz i din flag urgh. Reach bus stop, turn around, bus come, gone. Sit down, put my bag down, look up, bus gone again. Sian all zoom past me like a pro. Somemore it was the same bus number aahhh, had to wait like 15min for the nxt one sobs.

That was what I wrote ytd before I fell asleep LOL. Too tired haha xD yay today I helped cikgu for MOPT, had fun interacting wif them haha.. hopefully nxt yr can still take malay, damn fun sia~ yep, certainly wasn't glad ytd was friday...

Really really tired todayy. Half the time I was trying to keep my eyes open urgh. Think I went crazy when I went for TDD prac alr LOLOL. Quite happy we gt extension for cid, can nxt week den hand in sia hohoho(: Danced in uni omgosh, shall kip a spare shirt in my locker nxt time :/

Sian later still got tuition, and i dun noe gt what homework ley. sian die worh. hopefully tmr will be a better day(: maybe can sleep for half an hour before cca cuz i end sch at 2 woohoo~

Oh yeahh welcome back AYLC peepo~ missed yall so much, the class was really empty without u guys (and girls). shall slack a bit before tuition, i kinda feel like im going thr just to waste time in an aircon room..