Went studio today, ended up slacking in store room keke. After that went shopping with huien, bought this case that i totally regret omg feel so scammed D: spent damn a lot buying so many stuff ><
later met my bro lol, den he bought me a speaker as belated bday present. Went lib with huien after that, and when i met my bro agn he actl went jcube to get me a cartoon thumbdrive.. omg kinda touched sia, even though it's not very pretty and it's hard to use. Haiz so sweet~ thanks dude ^-^

Aww man feel like puking after cca today, so giddy from all the spinning and high-ing D: but tmr going shopping wif huien at jp kekeke eggcited!! ^^

Ok, so the trip wasn't that bad~ it's easily the best OELP trip ever hahaha :p made lots of new friends, and i srsly wanna stay thr and not come back hehe. Made a pact with huien that we will visit Korea tgt after A levels! Anyone wanna tag along? Keke.
I guess i'm much better now, since i can talk and try to get a bit high hha~ going for art outing now! Gonna relax a bit before it starts to get busy during the hol(:

Totally not feeling well sia, dun feel like going on the trip :( i think i'm gonna hv a fever or sth, i just feel so damned tired.

I think i've really been thinking a lot these few days. One major thing i found out abt myself during the camp was that i simply lacked love. I didn't learn to love my participants and care for them like how it should be, instead i strive to get things done and missed out the importance of the process. I guess that kinda links to how i'm not showing love for my bro. It's just hard for me to show that i truly care, and i think that's whr i fail. So until i learn to love, i noe i'll never be a good facil. I'll never be a real person.

Having post-camp syndrome sia, bad sore throat, screwed voice box, major fatigue and total muddle-headedness :/ and i feel so demoralised with low confidence in myself because of this camp, like i didn't do a good job for my grp. Plus i made my family worried for my health cuz i pushed myself to far out of my limits. Feel so emo these few days :( ppl around me are trying hard to encourage me, but i'm just so deeply buried in despair that it's hard to snap out of it :(
Flying to korea this sat, don't feel excited at all sia. It's like just 3 days away and i haven even started packing. Haiz, hope the trip can bring the old me back.

Haiyo this week is passing so slowly gahh. Not celebrating bday this yr cuz i'll be mugging for chem and maths, which is kinda ok cuz there's nth much to celebrate for anw heheh xD
Kinda anticipating but a bit scared for facil camp this fri! Hopefully things will run smoothly and the weather is nice. Haha having fun making pic collages on the ipad, it's just that cool keke.
Busy busy month sia! And the best of it is the end of the month! Woohoo! Eggciteddddddddddd :D

Today was a long day, had econs test after school at 415. PE was like super slack, we spent the hour at gym looking at mr tan demo how to use equipment and showing off his muscles haha he so cute LOL scam us have to redo 2.4 cuz system crashed, i rly sia dao ley! :P
Sian it's almost 11 le, i still haven finish memorizing geog.. Tmr first period sia, damn scared! Must. Persevere. Jia. You. Min. Nee. Go. Go. Go.