Today was a fairy tale you've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right, today was a fairy tale
Time slows down, whenever you're around -Today was a fairy tale by Taylor Swift

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAN!!! Hope you'll stay cute forever, may you grow taller and be less zi-lian too!! Haha jkjk luhh xD It's awesome to have known you, omgg it must be fate that brought us tgt haha this is damn cheesy i wanna puke le ~ Anw, you've finally joined us, the OLDDDDDDDD ppl (Noila, 15 nia~), so welcome to the ahma(s) clan LOLOL. ok i just totally made that up lmao. haha hope you enjoyed today as much as I did, esp IceBar lolol joke vid we took hahahaha~

Ok excited and anxious abt tmr le.. Srsly i was kinda nervous at backstage during first run today >< hope tmr everything will go well~ and yay, going back to sqps!! :D haha and gonna go out wif sixdollars LOLOL, sad i missed the last outing. this time i'll definitely fill in the gap in that pic yall took kkays(:

Shall sleep early today, so im still contemplating whether or not to do SCS hhaha~ typical MN style shud be wont do de, but i did halfway le so.... aiya see first la, shuang den do bleah.

stupid scammer, totally ruined my life. it's all cuz of ppl like u that ppl like me become emo. can't stop thinking of the hoodies and our money whenever i feel cold TT^TT. ass.

anw that aside, i think i'm starting to have the confidence that TDD can be a success(: even though we're still perfecting our moves at this stage when we shud be focusing on our emotions and stage presence, I think it is possible for us to perform well. Somehow, the feeling I have when dancing TDD is that we are all striving towards a common goal, to make TDD a success. That could be the dream that we're trying so hard to achieve.
I noe that it's hard for us, cuz the meaning behind TDD might be different to us compared to earlier batches. It used to be dedicated to teachers, but perhaps after such a long time, each year's yr3 batch see it more as something they have to do for the sake of doing and not necessarily to convey their thanks to the teachers.
I really hope we can all put in our best efforts for this dance as it isn't everyday or even every year that we get to choreograph a dance from scratch and show it to the school as a batch. This is the time, maybe the only opportunity, that we get to show the rest of the school that we do have what it takes to be part of RVDS. Through this dance, I think we do grow together as a batch as we gain valuable experience.
Looking forward to tmr's prac. yay(:

Whether or not we fulfilled our dream in the end, we can only know until the music finally stops.

freakkkk u, scammer. i really wanted to believe you, but i've told myself that for too many times alr. all my fault lor, so dumb to have believed u in the first place. this is so stupid, things have to turn out this way cuz of some hoodies. r u retarded or retarded? sick of all ur lies. somemore dun dare to turn on ur phone, like a hum only. we just freaking wan our hoodie la, took our money still dowan give us. shudn't u be ashamed that a 15-year-old had to remind u to be responsible? just close down ur freaking shop la, do u even noe how to run a business? breach agreement for 4 times, u think we'll just let it pass uhh. shall see what excuse u'll give on monday. cant blame reservice or courier service or factory le, good luck to u dude.

Haish, feel so blur, overslept on the mrt lol! thought i could have reached home earlier, ended up reaching home later haha >< gosh, kinda tired today, got back physics and i failed TT^TT dun dare to tell my mum sia =X ok i shall mug for phy quiz! pressure pressure pressure omggggggggg.

After the disappointment time and again, I dunno what to expect for tmr.. Hopefully, the hoodies will arrive and prove that it was right of me to trust the guy. Otherwise...idk what to do oso. Hope he won't scam us luhh.

And yea, shall brace myself for the double K.O. tmr, one for tdd and the other for toushi. srsly ggwp gosh. haish. life is tough.

still cant find it sia, im a goner on monday... hopefully the performance can be a success, hmm..
collecting hoodies tmr, YAY FINALLY WOOHOO :D hopefully the guy understood what i told him and din use the wrong design -.-
haish, think i cant watch Mariinsky Ballet le TT^TT they din help me buy the tickets, and if i'm still going im gonna have to watch alone. like an emo.
sian, feel so screwed, so many things to do urgh.

ok this is bad, real bad. I'm really freaking out now omygosh. CANT FIND IT OMG OMG OMG. now i'm asking myself if i really did bring it home, cuz apparently nobody at home saw it, and i feel like i din see it at all too, and we just freaking turned the whole house upside down to look for it. totally dead for monday, gonna be hong-ed at and it's gg.com for me... how how how it's really not at home! feel kinda bad, everyone helped me to look for it.. and in the end i'll die a tragic death on monday TT^TT searched the studio storeroom oso dun have, really "the end" for me le... this is damn frustrating, why can't i rmb whr i placed it!!! urgh!

I'm officially a goner for tmr... CID totally screwed, haven fully revise for physics yet.. omgosh, die le die le! went lib today, wasn't that productive, but.. we had fun (: CIP was fun too, did saikang for kitchen lab ~ heheh lucky din stay for full day, or I could just die haha xD
shoutout: Thx dude for being a gentleman(boy) LOL. (wait for bus)
kkay, shall go mug for 5 more min and sleep, cuz tmr im gonna be screwed thrice: CID, phy n bio. yay!

it's weird that everything seemed normal after a good night's sleep. must say sorry to my diary for vandalising it ytd :/
went to see tie da agn, the person did acupuncture for my heel b4 I could say anything! super tensed the whole time the needle was sticking out of my heel. not really sticking out la, cuz i think it was taped down or sth? dunno, din dare to turn and look. the acupuncture part lasted for like half an hour, tried to study bio but nth went in cuz i was freaking tensed all the time ><
omg, fairy tail was really touching, loving Gray more and more~

finally placed order for the hoodies(: as usual, thr'll be some probs here and thr, but we'll solve it soon enuf! :D had fun wif Jenny today haha, looking forward to collecting the hoodies wif her nxt sun! :D

Went for tie da cuz of my knee today, I'm just so glad I actually survived.. The person said that it would be faster wif acupuncture, but I realised I could have fainted at the sight of those needles sticking out of my knee, so yeah... still, it was freaking pain, but it was better after I stepped out of the place..
mental note to self: pls be more careful so u won't have to go through all the pain agn TT^TT
but then agn, i'm accident-prone, even sitting down can land me in all these "hardship" and "torture", so... bless my soul ><

Really tired, can finally have a good night's rest today(: Sian, I think I pulled something at my knee while I tried to sit down, damn pain whenever i bend my knees now :( alrights, nights world~

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 4

说一声加油一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
如果这是一场马拉松
那我们一起加油~
-加油 by JJ Lin

GAHHH. Im going crazy luhh, studied for chem and now they say it's postponed!! Think it was some parent go complain tsk. Sian now must chiong lang arts and scs, srsly gonna die.. Ponning tuition today to mug (SSSHHHH) so yea, JIAYOU EVERYONE(:

Still doing CID, gosh pls kill me ahhhhh. Tired ttm and I just spent 20min trying to figure out how to create a simple pie chart ._. sian haven mug for lang arts!! www.GG.com/fail-lang-arts liao! TT^TT

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 3

Mugged chem (again) in library wif peiying today while waiting for 5pm~ lucky scs allows cheat sheet or I'll really die =x lang arts can be quite a prob, nid to memorise stats and stuff, plus I haven started revising yet.. Hmm thinking of ponning tuition tmr ><

Cheer up and dry your damp eyes
and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you
and shoot it through your veins -Rainbow Veins by Owl City

Believe me, I really tried to change. I'm sorry I've let u down again, but ppl do make mistakes. So sorry, I won't do it again.

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 2

I give up mugging today. sleep.

Reached home at like 9pm today, so tired omgoshh. ate dinner wif van and den went bossini to buy my bro some clothes. wah find his size until my hands and legs damn suan, plus it was super crowded loe. Thx Van soooooo much for pei-ing me, helping me queue and everything(: Love ya loads! haha i bet the little girl's sis thought u were gonna abduct her lil sis or sth LOL. Veh long nvr h2h wif u le, so yeahhh, today was kinda awesome~

Mugging-in-process part 1 day 1

Gahh. "mugged" chem during tuition today only, GG liao.. can't seem to get into the mugging mode siol.

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Okie shall go try and do maths ass le TEEHEE(:

Inner peace.

OOHHMMMM.... Phew I shud really meditate and find my inner peace.. Really looked forward to TDsquare prac today and things had to turn out this way, sigh. This was meant for us to bond and show our appreciation to teachers.. Have yall forgotten abt that?

I guess if everyone cooperated, we could have finished it by today~ not trying to blame either side, but haish. We shud resolve this quickly, rather than let it affect us in the future yo. If we have conflicts cuz of TTD, I think we gotta reflect and think of the initial intention behind this dance. So pls, let's make this a success kay? (:

Shoutout to barkbark: Find ur inner peace, and stay chill yo. Really, dun lose ur cool, u still have a long way to go(: